What do you have in mind?

Posted by JiaXuan on Sep 23, 2009 in Thoughts
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“Can’t see the forest? Maybe the trees are getting in the way…”

Does this quote make you think?

What are you expecting? Are you holding to an image of something (that you wanted) for so long, that you somehow couldn’t see that you are already IN that something, when you already are?

Redefining: me

Posted by JiaXuan on Sep 13, 2009 in Thoughts
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I used to say, if I do not succeed in dance/arts management, I will be a dog trainer. Or I want to live a surfer’s life (ok, the latter one was only recently).

But I am having doubts now. Because you know what, that actually is all I really want to do in life.

Doing dance/arts management is me. It is my self-expression. It is the dream.

Take it away from me, my soul dies.

Being successful is not a goal to achieve. My goal is to do what I believe in whether it leads to success or not (how do you define success anyway). Perhaps, I am not so a careerist as I thought I am. Because I realise I do not want a career, per se. It just so happened that what I believe dream for and what I want to fight for could be a career (or is actually a career overseas).

Since I am so stubborn like this, I can see myself tumbling and getting hurt along the way. But I am not scared, now. I am gradually seeing a path and potencies. Most importantly, I found friends who share similar dreams.

(And now I need to find a way to financial freedom. Financial freedom always helps, doesn’t it?)

This is me

Look at her. Remember her smile. I am her.

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