Redefining: me
I used to say, if I do not succeed in dance/arts management, I will be a dog trainer. Or I want to live a surfer’s life (ok, the latter one was only recently).
But I am having doubts now. Because you know what, that actually is all I really want to do in life.
Doing dance/arts management is me. It is my self-expression. It is the dream.
Take it away from me, my soul dies.
Being successful is not a goal to achieve. My goal is to do what I believe in whether it leads to success or not (how do you define success anyway). Perhaps, I am not so a careerist as I thought I am. Because I realise I do not want a career, per se. It just so happened that what I believe dream for and what I want to fight for could be a career (or is actually a career overseas).
Since I am so stubborn like this, I can see myself tumbling and getting hurt along the way. But I am not scared, now. I am gradually seeing a path and potencies. Most importantly, I found friends who share similar dreams.
(And now I need to find a way to financial freedom. Financial freedom always helps, doesn’t it?)
Look at her. Remember her smile. I am her.
ooo wonderful! you have found yourself!